i want to write but i seem to have ran out of words, like conversation. i think too much time alone and one starts to lose oneself with relation to society, to people.
yet spending time with others seem to sap her energy, not that she had much to begin with. she thinks it's a result of too much sleep and not enough activity. such a waste of the holidays.
ideas need to simmer, sometimes, like soup, to end up with a richer taste. but like soup, simmering ideas can evaporate into nothingness if one doesn't watch the time.
you know, since dear mentioned it, i'm considering taking an english name in uni; some people have such difficulty pronouncing my name correctly. but since i don't want a name of anyone i know, it's pretty hard. some names just doesn't fit the local society, like isabella, chloe, allison - a bit 'up there' and pretentious maybe? sophia sounds nice but i think it's influence from the drama green forest, my home. i think jamie is a sweet name, except i already know a jamie. casey, kylie, celeste - friends of friends. what about clara, clarice, clarissa? doesn't seem to fit. so sad. might have to stick with mushroom after all. lol.
come on, think of a suitable nice english name for me? and fungi doesn't count. =p hehz
yay! meeting shimmie they all tml afternoon =)
